Sweet Little Momma

I have to write this down before I forget. Ksenya probably had it the hardest with me in the hospital. She is a routine kid - thrives off of knowing what's going to happen and following a schedule. Not only that but her dance recital that has been the highlight of her life for the last several months was this last weekend. Not only did I not get to see it (I cried my eyes out) . . . NONE of our family got to be there, she had to go with a friend (thanks Liza) and that breaks my heart. When we left for the hospital she said, "Mom are you going to die?" She was very worried about me and her teacher said she didn't want to ask her too much about it because Ksenya would get very serious and quiet. I know she worried a lot and has been so sweet and attentive with me since I've been home. I wish there were a way to rewind and be there for her but I'm also thankful that there will be more memories like this that we can make together!!! I love you girly, thanks for being the Momma while I was gone.